Everlasting Nightmare

I walk this lonely road.
Fake smile upon my face.
Will it ever be real?
Will I ever be truly happy?

A road where shattered heart tell tales of times that a loved one had broken it.
Painful Moments that have left a heart torn into pieces and never whole.
This raised diverse questions in my mind
Each day with anxiety in my heart.

When I think of you my inside turn
Did u really leave me when I closed my eyes
Or is this an everlasting nightmare?

Now, I sit reminiscing .
Reminiscing about those days.
Days filled with hope and passion.
Days of promises...
When you tick me
And sing your heart out.

I you read to me and told me tales
I anguish and regret those days  i fought with you.
Days I told you I hate you.
The days you took me out
And told me how much I meant to you.

Days we pretended to elope
Days of laughter and joy
Could you really have left me?
Or could this still be an everlasting nightmare?
Will I ever awake?

I wish we could spend time together
The way it was
When you were with me
When there was great love and joy to share
I wish I could pit a stop to the everlasting nightmare!!!!

Last First Love

LAST FIRST LOVE

Heart ache
Mind threatening
Thoughts provoking.
Grudges forgotten
Curses are broken,
Heart revived.
Where love kisses blandly
Where not one has before.

Shattered and confused
Reality destroyed.
I lay from this heart fading
At it's death's door
Tarrying on a day,
I will be privileged to see your face.
Tarrying on your promise.

To die of a broken heart is like
To die of disappointment
As adumbration of my past lengthens my sorrow
A flower blossom to lighten my essence.

Swiftly came my love
As I wait eternally abreast sorrowful tears

A kiss is needed for a Prince to save his lonely princess.
As curses are broken and hearts revived with Love's first meet.